12-08-2016, 09:17 PM
So if there's one thing I want AM6 to eradicate it would be my perfectionism. It's so out of control, it shapes everything I do. Including running these subs. All or nothing thinking. Believing if I don't come out of AM6 an incredibly changed man I failed. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of my coping mechanism of trying to plan out everything in precise detail to avoid failure. As if I just find exactly the right path, everything will be fine. I just want to move forward in life, make mistakes, be ok with it, and grow. No more of this paranoia surrounding failure that keeps me stuck in the same place.
