(12-08-2016, 10:34 AM)RTBoss Wrote: At the dip station two women who circuit train according to their PT's instructions came over and asked to work in. One of them is a chick in my Top 3. I've caught her checking out my crotch in prior DMSI versions, and as of today, I hadn't seen her in a few weeks. I noticed that as we interacted, the other girl (who's much more attractive than I previously thought) suddenly had very erect nipples, and was shooting shy glances my way.
Then my friend, may as well call him B, offered his hand to them and introduced himself. They did back, and I figured next it was my turn. Yet, the ladies wouldn't look at me. So I thought, **** it, I'm not going to waste my time on them. I told B I'd be right back, and went to get a drink. Then I returned and basically ignored the women. Whatever that was all about.
Later B told me he was about to introduce me when I walked away. I just said that when they wouldn't look at me, I didn't have time for that and decided to walk away. I said I decided to remain more of a mystery.
I recognize this kind of behaviour in myself sometimes. Its a deep seated fear. Can't put my finger on it exactly, but it has definitely something to do with not wanting to feel rejected, fear of abandonment, pride, not wanting to feel hurt etc. There's no sane reason to walk away like that. And there's no reason to feel bad about yourself if your friend is drawing the attention or introducing himself. But for some reason I too sometimes feel bad if I don't get all the attention or if someone else in my vicinity is receiving it. It's an insane behavior if you analyze it..
Will be interested to see if DMSI clears this.
