Hi Matt!
I just wanted to remind you, that when you do those avoidance behaviours, it's usually during healing/clearing. And to remind you that AM6 has E1 in every stage, as well as OGSF. And that stage 1 in particular is "garbage removal/foundation building/normalisation", with a very heavy focus on getting stuff out of the rest of the program's way to prepare for the rest of the program to succeed.
So, it's COMPLETELY normal to feel like you're holing up in this scenario. So, please don't beat yourself up on this. It's likely it'll improve a lot as you progress through the program!
Quoted from the AM6 manual for you, to remind about stage 1's importance and some of the process behind it to understand you're okay:
"Stage 1 is designed to “normalize” you. If you think about it, every man who uses this program is coming from a different background, location, age and so forth, and each one has a unique set of ideas, beliefs attitudes and experiences concerning himself that are responsible for his current state of being. The biggest challenge I faced in translating my years of research and development into a program that genuinely does what it is supposed to do was finding a way to overcome this fact. I handled this process in two distinct ways:
1. The “normalization” process, through Stage 1, and
2. Taking the time to phrase the scripting very carefully to account for as many variables as possible.
When you use each stage properly, you will get the desired result (unless you manage to resist it for some reason). However, Stage 1 is designed to act as a clearing and foundation building stage more than it is designed to be an alpha male/dominance builder, because if we started trying to build alpha-ness and dominance before we made you ready to become alpha/dominant, your old ways of thinking would make the process much less reliable and effective, and the outcome would be much less predictable, stable and permanent. If you go through Stage 1 normalization and notice little or no difference, it is a good indication that you probably had a fairly good self image, self esteem and “alpha/dominance build foundation” to begin with.
Since there is no way to know this for sure before you go through normalization, and because the process has serious long term benefits for even men who notice no difference, remember that Stage 1 just as important as (if not more important than) all the other stages. In other words, do not skip Stage 1 just because you think you’re “already there”, or you’re impatient! If you want this to work, follow the directions and do it right."
Keep your chin up, Matt! It's a tough program for anybody to go through, I remember my run. For me, stage 2 seemed to be tough. I only started getting dreams and effects etc. from stage 3 near the end of it I may have stonewalled almost all of it, I remember that. I had a few rough spots in that program...everybody is different about the stage where it happened generally. But one thing we all share, is that we're all rooting for you!
I just wanted to remind you, that when you do those avoidance behaviours, it's usually during healing/clearing. And to remind you that AM6 has E1 in every stage, as well as OGSF. And that stage 1 in particular is "garbage removal/foundation building/normalisation", with a very heavy focus on getting stuff out of the rest of the program's way to prepare for the rest of the program to succeed.
So, it's COMPLETELY normal to feel like you're holing up in this scenario. So, please don't beat yourself up on this. It's likely it'll improve a lot as you progress through the program!
Quoted from the AM6 manual for you, to remind about stage 1's importance and some of the process behind it to understand you're okay:
"Stage 1 is designed to “normalize” you. If you think about it, every man who uses this program is coming from a different background, location, age and so forth, and each one has a unique set of ideas, beliefs attitudes and experiences concerning himself that are responsible for his current state of being. The biggest challenge I faced in translating my years of research and development into a program that genuinely does what it is supposed to do was finding a way to overcome this fact. I handled this process in two distinct ways:
1. The “normalization” process, through Stage 1, and
2. Taking the time to phrase the scripting very carefully to account for as many variables as possible.
When you use each stage properly, you will get the desired result (unless you manage to resist it for some reason). However, Stage 1 is designed to act as a clearing and foundation building stage more than it is designed to be an alpha male/dominance builder, because if we started trying to build alpha-ness and dominance before we made you ready to become alpha/dominant, your old ways of thinking would make the process much less reliable and effective, and the outcome would be much less predictable, stable and permanent. If you go through Stage 1 normalization and notice little or no difference, it is a good indication that you probably had a fairly good self image, self esteem and “alpha/dominance build foundation” to begin with.
Since there is no way to know this for sure before you go through normalization, and because the process has serious long term benefits for even men who notice no difference, remember that Stage 1 just as important as (if not more important than) all the other stages. In other words, do not skip Stage 1 just because you think you’re “already there”, or you’re impatient! If you want this to work, follow the directions and do it right."
Keep your chin up, Matt! It's a tough program for anybody to go through, I remember my run. For me, stage 2 seemed to be tough. I only started getting dreams and effects etc. from stage 3 near the end of it I may have stonewalled almost all of it, I remember that. I had a few rough spots in that program...everybody is different about the stage where it happened generally. But one thing we all share, is that we're all rooting for you!