12-04-2016, 04:36 AM
Day 3
Resistance is kicking in hard on me. It's funny how when I stopped listening to DMSI I thought I slowly get control over my emotions and anxieties and I hoped DMSI 3.0.1A would only make this better, but it makes it worse. And maybe it's a good thing, after all it exposes me to all the crap in me. Thankfully I have strong sense of conviction to DMSI, I want to run it as long as it takes, especially in this testing phase.
Went with my friend I was supposed to meet a while ago to his female friend's house to drink and watch some movie, sort of a mini-party. She's very pretty but sadly she is meeting someone and she gave me no noticeable IOIs. Oh well, her loss
One thing that I notice with version 3.0.1 is that I get low blood sugar level than on previous versions. I am diabetic so I can control it quite well and I know when something's off with my glucose. I cannot say if it's consistent yet or if perhaps my walking/exercising is to blame, but again I think I would be able to account for that.
Resistance is kicking in hard on me. It's funny how when I stopped listening to DMSI I thought I slowly get control over my emotions and anxieties and I hoped DMSI 3.0.1A would only make this better, but it makes it worse. And maybe it's a good thing, after all it exposes me to all the crap in me. Thankfully I have strong sense of conviction to DMSI, I want to run it as long as it takes, especially in this testing phase.
Went with my friend I was supposed to meet a while ago to his female friend's house to drink and watch some movie, sort of a mini-party. She's very pretty but sadly she is meeting someone and she gave me no noticeable IOIs. Oh well, her loss
One thing that I notice with version 3.0.1 is that I get low blood sugar level than on previous versions. I am diabetic so I can control it quite well and I know when something's off with my glucose. I cannot say if it's consistent yet or if perhaps my walking/exercising is to blame, but again I think I would be able to account for that.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
