Day 2 - Flac + Hybrid Trickling Stream + Earbuds on 4-5 out of 15 notches
Woke up EARLY. Jeez Shannon, what did you put into the sub to make ME wake up EARLY on a WEEKEND?! That's crazy! I basically went to sleep at around 2-3 in the night, woke up at 10 in the morning. On my own.
Insane. On weekends I usually sleep for like 10-11 hours. This time I woke up, and ACTUALLY got out of the bed, without "just a little more".
Shannon, you created a monstrosity.
I love it.
At one point, the heavy helmet feeling lessened. Still there, but I believe I got used to it more.
An interesting thing started - a feeling of "jabbing" and "pulling", combined with the feeling that something is getting worked on, in some specific areas of the brain and the head.
Got some of that feeling in the right back part of the head, right temple, and curiously, the third eye area and between the brows.
Have an underlying feeling of negativity, like I'm going to fail my exam and that I should stop bothering with business, like it's not going to work for me.
Over that, I sometimes get a small sudden burst of confidence. But for now, negativity is still underlying it.
Goddamit, I'm so gonna fail the exam, haha.
Tomorrow, I'll be going to the supermarket to buy things. Been focusing on business and studies, so didn't go out at all (not a big change really.. I'm really focused on trying to learn how to earn online.. I believe this is a huge thing for me).
Really curious to see if I'll get any results.
Quick Edit - forgot to mention that I had an urge to run extra 3 loops during the night, and then 3 as normal during the next day. Not gonna do it though, sticking to the optimal 3 per day for now.
Woke up EARLY. Jeez Shannon, what did you put into the sub to make ME wake up EARLY on a WEEKEND?! That's crazy! I basically went to sleep at around 2-3 in the night, woke up at 10 in the morning. On my own.
Insane. On weekends I usually sleep for like 10-11 hours. This time I woke up, and ACTUALLY got out of the bed, without "just a little more".
Shannon, you created a monstrosity.
I love it.
At one point, the heavy helmet feeling lessened. Still there, but I believe I got used to it more.
An interesting thing started - a feeling of "jabbing" and "pulling", combined with the feeling that something is getting worked on, in some specific areas of the brain and the head.
Got some of that feeling in the right back part of the head, right temple, and curiously, the third eye area and between the brows.
Have an underlying feeling of negativity, like I'm going to fail my exam and that I should stop bothering with business, like it's not going to work for me.
Over that, I sometimes get a small sudden burst of confidence. But for now, negativity is still underlying it.
Goddamit, I'm so gonna fail the exam, haha.
Tomorrow, I'll be going to the supermarket to buy things. Been focusing on business and studies, so didn't go out at all (not a big change really.. I'm really focused on trying to learn how to earn online.. I believe this is a huge thing for me).
Really curious to see if I'll get any results.
Quick Edit - forgot to mention that I had an urge to run extra 3 loops during the night, and then 3 as normal during the next day. Not gonna do it though, sticking to the optimal 3 per day for now.
