That's a good sign, don't worry. I'm not surprised you're having these reactions. They're signs of progress, welcome them, they're good.
On E2 for a long time, I literally got PHYSICAL PAIN...it actually HURT to run the sub...a bit scary when you think about it, to have such a reaction.
That only happened ONCE during AM6, stage 3 when I first switched to it. Then went away. I never experienced that until E2, only those two programs ever caused me physical pain. OF5G I felt like I was having a heart attack, pumping so hard and sweating and headaches, awful, but sharp pangs of pain only on AM6 stage 3 that one time, and for a long period of time on E2.
This is good. That means there's a ton of room for improvement in you to fall in line with what the sub's goals are. It's like bootcamp, jarring and intense. As you become more and more what the sub is making you to be, these things will start falling away.
Also, you said you were disappointed others were still mistreating you and not responding to your aura. It's only day ONE...keep that in mind. Especially since there's a lot of clearing/healing to do here, things will take time before DMSI is at full tilt and the aura stuff etc. is working. Just keep doing the max 3 loops a day, preferably headphones, preferably hybrid, and keep the volume at a good level, and things will start moving to where you want them to be in time.
On E2 for a long time, I literally got PHYSICAL PAIN...it actually HURT to run the sub...a bit scary when you think about it, to have such a reaction.
That only happened ONCE during AM6, stage 3 when I first switched to it. Then went away. I never experienced that until E2, only those two programs ever caused me physical pain. OF5G I felt like I was having a heart attack, pumping so hard and sweating and headaches, awful, but sharp pangs of pain only on AM6 stage 3 that one time, and for a long period of time on E2.
This is good. That means there's a ton of room for improvement in you to fall in line with what the sub's goals are. It's like bootcamp, jarring and intense. As you become more and more what the sub is making you to be, these things will start falling away.
Also, you said you were disappointed others were still mistreating you and not responding to your aura. It's only day ONE...keep that in mind. Especially since there's a lot of clearing/healing to do here, things will take time before DMSI is at full tilt and the aura stuff etc. is working. Just keep doing the max 3 loops a day, preferably headphones, preferably hybrid, and keep the volume at a good level, and things will start moving to where you want them to be in time.
