So nearing the end of AM. Things are feeling a lot better this stage. Being happier after every passing moment. Feels like Murphy's law doesn't affect me negatively and I can relax. Like I don't need anything to be happy and I just AM.
I feel like summarizing my entire journey because it's been so amazing.
A little over 2 and a half years ago I started my first AM run. Still getting a hang of subs and the effects they had on my concious during every day life. Beggining to be aware of the subs changes it initially just made me lazy but I had yet to realize the truth... I was changing and becoming my own person. Unlike what our fathers used to tell us, it's not necessarily about working harder, but working smarter, timing, being in the right place and all the other factors the subconscious can produce with the right programming that subliminals provide.
Having an undergraduate degree it was expected I could just get a career. Easier said than done. There were also a lot of negative behaviour I had towards life like the 48 laws of power. It felt like me against everyone. This alienated a lot of people around me. However with the AM programming at work I self improved and manifested circumstances that led me to upgrade through calculated risks. So stage after stage from the outside in life was getting better. The major issue though is that when expecting results that feel good to your EGO, PEOPLE don't recognize this either. People compete with each other and their things. So as my ego shrunk and I achieved goals my genuine human interactions with others improved.
SM runthrough was next and it made me healthier, less of a workaholic became my own boss. Even though there were manifestations and many iOis from women seems like my ego and things I wanted that I thought were important got in the way. Became more relaxed and involved in my own life. Used to always admire the guys that just had good things come to them and didn't exactly know how they did it. I was becoming that high value man.
So now nearing the end of my second AM run I've been able to put my degree to work and get a well paying career that values me on many levels more than my ego can comprehend. Prestigious, fame, I love what I wear to work and no matter what I do I cannot spin from the fact that I'm a brave, contributing, frontline responding, dominant male in society. No one tells me what to do ( like that matters) and I have stability and independence.
I had issues and still have some but my life has changed in every area and it is undeniable to everyone. There's not much a person can ask for.
Feels like as time goes on everything I experience is new, amazing and leading edge. Tough to explain exactly how but being self actualized and all the things along with this program produces that
I feel like summarizing my entire journey because it's been so amazing.
A little over 2 and a half years ago I started my first AM run. Still getting a hang of subs and the effects they had on my concious during every day life. Beggining to be aware of the subs changes it initially just made me lazy but I had yet to realize the truth... I was changing and becoming my own person. Unlike what our fathers used to tell us, it's not necessarily about working harder, but working smarter, timing, being in the right place and all the other factors the subconscious can produce with the right programming that subliminals provide.
Having an undergraduate degree it was expected I could just get a career. Easier said than done. There were also a lot of negative behaviour I had towards life like the 48 laws of power. It felt like me against everyone. This alienated a lot of people around me. However with the AM programming at work I self improved and manifested circumstances that led me to upgrade through calculated risks. So stage after stage from the outside in life was getting better. The major issue though is that when expecting results that feel good to your EGO, PEOPLE don't recognize this either. People compete with each other and their things. So as my ego shrunk and I achieved goals my genuine human interactions with others improved.
SM runthrough was next and it made me healthier, less of a workaholic became my own boss. Even though there were manifestations and many iOis from women seems like my ego and things I wanted that I thought were important got in the way. Became more relaxed and involved in my own life. Used to always admire the guys that just had good things come to them and didn't exactly know how they did it. I was becoming that high value man.
So now nearing the end of my second AM run I've been able to put my degree to work and get a well paying career that values me on many levels more than my ego can comprehend. Prestigious, fame, I love what I wear to work and no matter what I do I cannot spin from the fact that I'm a brave, contributing, frontline responding, dominant male in society. No one tells me what to do ( like that matters) and I have stability and independence.
I had issues and still have some but my life has changed in every area and it is undeniable to everyone. There's not much a person can ask for.
Feels like as time goes on everything I experience is new, amazing and leading edge. Tough to explain exactly how but being self actualized and all the things along with this program produces that
