last 3-5 days I felt a loss of motivation for my music. I ran Am refresher stage 7 two nights in a row because i planned to continue with that for a bit and I may still.
Hoever for some reason this morning I woke up and I was EXTREMELY motivated for my music again. I spent 8-10 hours today writing lyrics and practising over the beat and recording myself.
It's interested because I ran AM last two nights. I think I'm going to run a few weeks of AM because some of social anxiety is coming back. (although its all in my head and in person I have no symptoms of anxiety whatsoever, I think I have something called avoid ant personality disorder) It might be a side effect of smoking too much weed.
Like I said in actual interactions I'm super confident and outgoing, but i try avoiding allot of social situations to meet up with people lately. I've been on curfew for the last year n half so i've been extremely isolated.
I'm very introverted again like my natural personality but when I finished AM v6 and was on Woman magnet I became EXTREMELY outgoing and didnt't have any fear of social situations or mind fuck at all. but I have it again so I think I need an AM refresher.
Shannon can I run Natural song and lyric writing along side Am refresher stage? and if so how?
I'm hoping AM doesn't dull my emotions to the point where it reduces creativity. This kinda of happened when I ran AM v6 in the past with my trance music. I had less desire and emotion to create the music. Trance is super emotional music thought and in a much different way then rap, so we will see. However I did make one of my best trance songs after am v6 and the 5 stages of WM 2 i did and it was one of the best songs I've made. That being said WM does make me more emotional then AM.
Hoever for some reason this morning I woke up and I was EXTREMELY motivated for my music again. I spent 8-10 hours today writing lyrics and practising over the beat and recording myself.
It's interested because I ran AM last two nights. I think I'm going to run a few weeks of AM because some of social anxiety is coming back. (although its all in my head and in person I have no symptoms of anxiety whatsoever, I think I have something called avoid ant personality disorder) It might be a side effect of smoking too much weed.
Like I said in actual interactions I'm super confident and outgoing, but i try avoiding allot of social situations to meet up with people lately. I've been on curfew for the last year n half so i've been extremely isolated.
I'm very introverted again like my natural personality but when I finished AM v6 and was on Woman magnet I became EXTREMELY outgoing and didnt't have any fear of social situations or mind fuck at all. but I have it again so I think I need an AM refresher.
Shannon can I run Natural song and lyric writing along side Am refresher stage? and if so how?
I'm hoping AM doesn't dull my emotions to the point where it reduces creativity. This kinda of happened when I ran AM v6 in the past with my trance music. I had less desire and emotion to create the music. Trance is super emotional music thought and in a much different way then rap, so we will see. However I did make one of my best trance songs after am v6 and the 5 stages of WM 2 i did and it was one of the best songs I've made. That being said WM does make me more emotional then AM.
