11-21-2016, 10:54 PM
Day 9: Last night had a crazy dream about me being more genrous and sharing with people, theres a selfish part within me that just dosen't want to give. Like paying for others or sharing my belongings... When i woke up in the morning i remembered the dream and the emotion i felt when i was sleeping which was very strong (like at the heart chakra). Felt pretty calm today and more of a drive to get work done then usual. Could be LTU, Nofap, or meditation. Could be all.
"I don't want to be a product of my environment....I want my environment to be a product of me."
