11-21-2016, 06:19 AM
(This post was last modified: 11-21-2016, 06:20 AM by Mystic Pymp.)
Most interesting thing happened today.
For the last week or maybe a little longer I felt quite down, I've had my usual anxieties but I was also thinking a lot about my issues, considering where I should go with my life, my relationships etc. It's really hard to explain but just so I was able to sort my thoughts as well as to relax myself last week I've walked almost 100km, meaning about 18 hours. It was that tough for me, I had to be walking 2,5h per day!
Today I went for classes, came back for an hour or two of nap, instead I've watched new Westworld episode and went back for classes. When outside beautiful song played on my phone (I have my playlist set on random), sun was shining and I felt strangely euphoric. I mean I felt light and free and genuinely happy. I don't know why, I didn't take anything lately. And that feeling is still strong in me, it happened like 4-5 hours ago and it fades but I still can't help but smile. Is it the clearing working?
Shannon recommended to stop running DMSI up until new version so I'll oblige. Will be posting any new developments, but until the release I won't be using any subs.
For the last week or maybe a little longer I felt quite down, I've had my usual anxieties but I was also thinking a lot about my issues, considering where I should go with my life, my relationships etc. It's really hard to explain but just so I was able to sort my thoughts as well as to relax myself last week I've walked almost 100km, meaning about 18 hours. It was that tough for me, I had to be walking 2,5h per day!
Today I went for classes, came back for an hour or two of nap, instead I've watched new Westworld episode and went back for classes. When outside beautiful song played on my phone (I have my playlist set on random), sun was shining and I felt strangely euphoric. I mean I felt light and free and genuinely happy. I don't know why, I didn't take anything lately. And that feeling is still strong in me, it happened like 4-5 hours ago and it fades but I still can't help but smile. Is it the clearing working?
Shannon recommended to stop running DMSI up until new version so I'll oblige. Will be posting any new developments, but until the release I won't be using any subs.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
