Spiral's Sex Magnet 2011 journal

[Adam]

Unfortanetly I was unsuccessful today in telling her I wanted to "rub my face in between your beautiful large breasts". She was being grouchy and pissed off that she had to wait to eat her honey bun since they just put her on the register 5 minutes ago or whatever. I was just thinking about her ass and boobs. I almost said "Your honey buns look delicious." but there were people behind me with kids. Of course this is a lame excuse but I'm glad I actually hit on a girl but didn't totally make a pass at her while others were watching and listening in so close by. That's one of the biggest fears I need to get over and once I do I will be limitless.

I literally laughed out loud. That made my day I have sort of a similar problem. I can say virtually anything to my friends, but with strangers I am slightly hesitant in my word choice and topics. I am not really sure why. Me wanting that person to accept me? Nervousness? Maybe. I am working at it. I am definitely improving with baby steps. I could jump head first, but I have a lot going on as is in my life, so I am content. And for that part where you stopped with the girl and new promotion, I seem to have that effect and people will do it to me sometimes. Like oh I should stop or what am I doing?

How was being in the moment? I find being in the moment as very serine or amplification of my state of being.