I have deleted my journal since it was full of very personal info, and few dudes noticed that im journaling online and they clearly have nothing better stalk me. So i deleted it just to be safe...
Anyways i wanted to post this here because i need advice! Today we played a football match and almost half of the players were antagonizing me. One of them was playing rough and i called him out on it, he got mad and started playing even rougher. Even my teammates were blaming for stuff i had nothing to do with. 3 of them tried to start a fight at different times of the match. Everyone was blaming me as if i was the one starting the fight even though i was the one backing off every time they bitch at me.
Just like in a movie when everyone shouts at you calm down just to make you more mad! Right now im feeling like i should've fought back when one of them was up in my face saying sh1t at me. Was i wronge to back off without saying anything?
I felt very weak back there, no one stood by my side, a part of me was mad and afraid, i did finish the whole match with many goals but still im feeling very vaulnrable, and even more so im angry at myself for reacting subconciously to them.
Could DMSI be making them this insecure? idk what to make of this...
Anyways i wanted to post this here because i need advice! Today we played a football match and almost half of the players were antagonizing me. One of them was playing rough and i called him out on it, he got mad and started playing even rougher. Even my teammates were blaming for stuff i had nothing to do with. 3 of them tried to start a fight at different times of the match. Everyone was blaming me as if i was the one starting the fight even though i was the one backing off every time they bitch at me.
Just like in a movie when everyone shouts at you calm down just to make you more mad! Right now im feeling like i should've fought back when one of them was up in my face saying sh1t at me. Was i wronge to back off without saying anything?
I felt very weak back there, no one stood by my side, a part of me was mad and afraid, i did finish the whole match with many goals but still im feeling very vaulnrable, and even more so im angry at myself for reacting subconciously to them.
Could DMSI be making them this insecure? idk what to make of this...
INTJ
