Day 33
Interesting effects.
The sense of super happiness seems to be gone.
It seems like I'm getting more respect now though.
Walked into our college classroom 5 minutes late. The professor (a she) looks at me and nods, as if to say "Good day". This rarely happens to others.
Half of the class turn their heads around and look at me for a few seconds, then they continued listening to the professor.
And, the funniest thing.. as I picked a place to sit, a few girls say "Bona sera" to me, which means Good day in Italian. Most of them are either my age, or older than me (I'm 19). That felt.. good, but kinda caught me off guard, haha.
One of the girls (a Serbian, so she knows my language) says "Bona sera" and then immediately starts mumbling and says "uhhh.. dobar dan", which means, again, "good day" in Serbian.
Noticed some minor IOI's from a girl sitting next to me, such as constantly stealing glances.
Of course, these are all not so relevant to the main goals of the sub, i.e making girls approach you for sex, but I think it's better to report even such changes.
By the way, I've had a few interesting thoughts about how the sub seemed to work..
It almost feels as if the sub manifests situations in such a way so as to help break down any resistance you may have.
For example, if you are afraid of getting kissed by a girl.. that same thing may happen.
In my example, I felt afraid of getting excluded from my social group because of standing up for myself - which made people disrespect me even more and neg me a lot.
This all stopped as soon as I realized that my honor and time is more important than a bunch of "friends".
What do you think about this theory?
Interesting effects.
The sense of super happiness seems to be gone.
It seems like I'm getting more respect now though.
Walked into our college classroom 5 minutes late. The professor (a she) looks at me and nods, as if to say "Good day". This rarely happens to others.
Half of the class turn their heads around and look at me for a few seconds, then they continued listening to the professor.
And, the funniest thing.. as I picked a place to sit, a few girls say "Bona sera" to me, which means Good day in Italian. Most of them are either my age, or older than me (I'm 19). That felt.. good, but kinda caught me off guard, haha.
One of the girls (a Serbian, so she knows my language) says "Bona sera" and then immediately starts mumbling and says "uhhh.. dobar dan", which means, again, "good day" in Serbian.
Noticed some minor IOI's from a girl sitting next to me, such as constantly stealing glances.
Of course, these are all not so relevant to the main goals of the sub, i.e making girls approach you for sex, but I think it's better to report even such changes.
By the way, I've had a few interesting thoughts about how the sub seemed to work..
It almost feels as if the sub manifests situations in such a way so as to help break down any resistance you may have.
For example, if you are afraid of getting kissed by a girl.. that same thing may happen.
In my example, I felt afraid of getting excluded from my social group because of standing up for myself - which made people disrespect me even more and neg me a lot.
This all stopped as soon as I realized that my honor and time is more important than a bunch of "friends".
What do you think about this theory?
