Day 3: Although I am high right now...I'm very positive about my self and assured about my actions. I just played a soccer game after smoking a bowl. I played amazingly and carried my team with my positivity and encouragement. Saw a girl I from class as I was leaving the arena (this girls wants me badly but shes not to my standards) handled myself well and just vibed with her but I left as she was with 2 other dudes. Right now my academics are suffering since I always feel like I have zero energy, I think the subliminals playing at night really disrupt my sleep quality, even with 8 hrs of sleep... I wake up tired and yawning all day. I leave the US sub play at night on a pretty loud volume, I have powerful speakers. Getting sleep-phones soon though.
"I don't want to be a product of my environment....I want my environment to be a product of me."
