(11-15-2016, 12:36 PM)Narcissus Wrote:(11-15-2016, 06:33 AM)Rayhon Wrote: Day 5
Woke up with lots of thoughts of the women I could have banged while on Sex magnet 3 a year n half - 2 years ago when I was living on my own.
Didn't realize it at the time but I was extremely sexual and direct with allot of women and was approaching women to talk to quite often and naturally.
It was never direct game but I would often get a number.
Sex magnet was the only time I was comfortable calling women on the phone too.
I miss that subliminal. I won't be running it for a long time however because it's been a while since I've ran AM and SM 3 isn't the same without a fresh run of AM prior to using SM.
Also because I want to give 6 months to these two subliminals and use the DMSI version that achieves the goal after I use these subliminals (if I choose too at the time)
I also had some interesting and creative ryhme patterns come to my mind as I woke up and was laying in bed.
This tells me the program is starting to take affect.
Great to hear this brother!
I am very interested in following your journey with overcoming approach anxiety as it is a sticking point for me.
I know what you mean by reminiscing about all those missed opportunities with women.I travel in the subway daily and I see all these amazing women giving subtle hints to open yet I pussy out because of being caught in my head.It almost angers me and Shannon's "dont be a damn jellyfish" pops in my brain haha.
I intend to stop using DMSI 2.5 and start with overcoming Approach anxiety and see how that treats me. Like you said, the temptation to stop 5.5G and recede to older technologies is very hard to do.But its all about priorities!
Looking forward to your journal.
You're right, it's all about prioritys. We become so eager and impatient and the higher technology seems like the way to go because we want more intense results. And sometimes it is the way to go. But personally for me even though I healed tremendously from using DMSI 2.4 and previous versions ( i used 2.5 as well for few weeks but that doesnt have healing in it)
I didn't notice 2.4 made me any better at approaching or approach anxiety.
It did make me more sexual, more confident, more relaxed around women, less anxiety, and the sniping of 2.4 was one of the most unbelievablely direct sexual experiences I've ever had with women ( a waitress at a bar).
I think using JUST OAA for 6 months (alongside Natural song and lyric writing)
will really fix that part of my life by allowing the subliminal to FINE tune that issue that I have with approach anxiety.
I honestly think if I didn't have approach anxiety I'd be getting laid all the time and or have many relationships with women.
It's my biggest sticking point.
years ago before alpha male I used to go out and approach women because I was trying to become good with women as I had severe social anxiety.
The anxiety was so severe it felt like I was marching into war. after a few approaches it went away and I was fine. But the next day, same thing. Same intense anxiety feeling.
I want to be able to approach a beautiful women, directly and get her number and or bang her without any anxiety from the moment I meet her and the moment I bang her.
That's my goal with women. Sex magnet and Woman magnet fix my approach anxiety because none of my approaches were direct.
I always had my dog with me and used that as a conversation starter and all the women I interacted with were mostly walking there dogs as well.
It was easy to interact with them because I didn't have to be direct with my intentions right off the bat. SM and WM and AM made me 100 times better with women and especially my social anxiety is no longer there to the same degree it was before and my conversation skills is dramatically better.
approach anxiety is and was a big sticking point for me so I'm really happy I finally decided to focus on that. I think it's going to take me to another level and when I use DMSI new version it will really come together.
Not only will I have amazing sexual energy and confidence, I'll actually go up to a beautiful women and talk to her instead of letting her walk by and another missed opportunity like I've been having allot of lately.
Looking forward to my growth as well as yours.
I will 100 percent commit myself to 6 months of OAA and NSLW before I use the new DMSI so I can really get maximum benefit from it.