09-21-2011, 08:22 PM
I have good news! First off being my fencing class went from a chore to very entertaining. I usually only talked to this one Indian girl, but on Tuesday night, I was having conversations left and right. I even made a serious exercise fun with a few girls 
it was odd. I expected a boring night, yet the reverse happened.
Next, my dad has found an extremely good entrepreneur opportunity that he wants me to help him out with (good way to make decent dollars and cents while I attract my perfect job XP ). He has positive thoughts and visualizations about this business, while he is so worried the competition will strike at any minute. And trust me, nobody would ever think of this until it is released. He lives in a dog eat dog reality and I am in a slightly abundant reality. No matter what I say will convince him otherwise.
Last note, I have been doing past reflections to the point of insanity. Sometimes it is moments where I literally fall to the floor laughing, others give me a nice smirk, and the rest was unpleasant. I was so irritated by all the things, people, experience I didn't have, I felt I deserved a wonderful life that will provide me with whatever my heart desires. I have to admit, that was a great weight lifted from my chest. Somewhat re-grounding myself. I even wrote it on my giant white board next to my door. The more I look at it then more convinced it will come true
That leaves me high on a drug I call hope XP
it was odd. I expected a boring night, yet the reverse happened.Next, my dad has found an extremely good entrepreneur opportunity that he wants me to help him out with (good way to make decent dollars and cents while I attract my perfect job XP ). He has positive thoughts and visualizations about this business, while he is so worried the competition will strike at any minute. And trust me, nobody would ever think of this until it is released. He lives in a dog eat dog reality and I am in a slightly abundant reality. No matter what I say will convince him otherwise.
Last note, I have been doing past reflections to the point of insanity. Sometimes it is moments where I literally fall to the floor laughing, others give me a nice smirk, and the rest was unpleasant. I was so irritated by all the things, people, experience I didn't have, I felt I deserved a wonderful life that will provide me with whatever my heart desires. I have to admit, that was a great weight lifted from my chest. Somewhat re-grounding myself. I even wrote it on my giant white board next to my door. The more I look at it then more convinced it will come true
That leaves me high on a drug I call hope XP
In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away.
-Shing Xiong
-Shing Xiong
