Life's Journey

[Life]

This has been a crazy few days. I think I'm drinking more because I feel like taking risks. I'm in a new city and there are so many changes going on. I'm so independent now I'm impressed with myself getting out and being social even though I wanted to just stay in an crush the sopranos series I find myself with more time, energy and money. Gradual increase of attention from women. A couple days ago I even noticed two young females walking on either side of me on the street and last night while drinking with new friends and this girl crazy responses from the female her boyfriend noticed how red her face was she said multiple times how hot she was fanning her face and playing footsies with me not any other guys while her bf was right there her hands around her crotch areas and constantly having to go to the washroom this chick was sexual as she joked about her boyfriends jaw being sore because he sucked dick. I felt invincible and hot like I was escalating things with my energy. I did feel like the amog leading the group to the bar with my gps and the girl kept saying this guy He's trust worthy winning over men and women not a bad go I was saying some risky things even to my buddy like you're having some trouble in the alpha department when he talked about how some females slap his ass. On the dance floor I felt really tall go openly rejected twice and hooked up twice so it wasn't bad I also was a wing man for my friend so that made me feel good although I stole the chick from a short guy we were having a good time in the moment also I was chatting to these two women and said something risky like you don't look too sober or that you have the same name as my ex yes some of it was sprinkled with cheese but I think it took root. Anyways hungover this morning I remembered to listen to this sub and thought about how good my first night out in this city was. I could really notice changes in my mindset and it was tough to keep it up without succumbing to the overwhelming effort I'd like to dwell on how hot I felt. How hot women thought I was because of all these great changes. I've also noticed some physical differences. Even though I eat a lot it seems like I don't gain weight and it all has to do with my bowel movements. Recovering today I was able to do all the things I loved, watching sopranos is amazing and fulfilling, in my nice apartment with my speedy internet watching the game eating pizza noticing the high intensity of life

@Barba you're right but I hope your knowledge on subliminals increases. It is said that a listener gets credit for each day listening to the program. If I was you, I wouldn't be worried about moving forward each day when it comes to this. You painted me out to be a bit of a nice guy but it seems your analysis is more accurate of myself then what I can even see. This confirms the direction I want to go in next. AM, but I've always made my choices independent of everything else this time both roads (options) that are available make me feel like the leader. Not just following in someone's footsteps. Thanks for the advice

@Darkness what do you mean exactly? My plans seem to be earn more, get stronger, I used to think it was about having more sex but the rush of getting what I want and people positively giving it to me is the most fullfilling

Been watching some of the sopranos and there's a lot of psychology involved. How connections between ourselves and parental figures affect us. I don't even talk to them anymore. That's the only thing I consciously practise now a days. Having a good relationship with men attracts women. Validating women makes u a mans man. I try to have as good a relationship with my fellow man as possible to get results with women