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DAY:llVXL
I had to restart AM5 due to oversight, that led to downloading stage 1 and 2 onto my MP3 player. I didn't take a break to restart. The effect of the mistake has made my mind more chaotic that I have to meditate to level out. Intensely cold anger episodes, I have been drawn to pretty gothic girls, I've been out of commission since Labor Day bc of injury. I notice that on AM I seem to get acting offers, the only detractor, on AM I am not as sincere. I don't feel as confident to be frank. My sleep has me taking ALCAR & Choline which helps me. I've contemplating my life as is. Passive income is needed.
In another vein, I still have anxiety popping up which I hate. It has me considering WM bc it's annoying as fuck. My sub plan was to run SM3(64 dayperstage) again, just to see how purity strengthens it's expression. I'm feel unheard so I've had to speak in short punctuating phrases.
I'm gonna experiment using AM6 stage 3 only for six months. As I notice that girls tend to say I'm hot or that I have a player vibe. And then AM6 stage 7 to compare.
Does anyone know any pheromones that kill anxiety and enhance sociability ?
Random things: a girl gave me a piggy back ride to a bar we were going to. Her friend started talking about labias and then the girl gave me a piggy back ride said jokingly that guys tend to hit her up after she gives them a piggy back ride, I retorted asking if that was a warning shot? To which both laughed.
Then found out they were feminist, I told them I wasn't even if I had daughter. Fast forward, the piggy ride girl says I should be a feminist. I'd get laid more. I told her no I'm not gonna lie just to f...., upon our departure she says that she would live in a world if non feminist men were like me and then hugged & kissed my cheek and offered me a ride home or piggy back.
My voice has greater emotional certainty and depth but it fluctuates idk why?
DAY:llVXL
I had to restart AM5 due to oversight, that led to downloading stage 1 and 2 onto my MP3 player. I didn't take a break to restart. The effect of the mistake has made my mind more chaotic that I have to meditate to level out. Intensely cold anger episodes, I have been drawn to pretty gothic girls, I've been out of commission since Labor Day bc of injury. I notice that on AM I seem to get acting offers, the only detractor, on AM I am not as sincere. I don't feel as confident to be frank. My sleep has me taking ALCAR & Choline which helps me. I've contemplating my life as is. Passive income is needed.
In another vein, I still have anxiety popping up which I hate. It has me considering WM bc it's annoying as fuck. My sub plan was to run SM3(64 dayperstage) again, just to see how purity strengthens it's expression. I'm feel unheard so I've had to speak in short punctuating phrases.
I'm gonna experiment using AM6 stage 3 only for six months. As I notice that girls tend to say I'm hot or that I have a player vibe. And then AM6 stage 7 to compare.
Does anyone know any pheromones that kill anxiety and enhance sociability ?
Random things: a girl gave me a piggy back ride to a bar we were going to. Her friend started talking about labias and then the girl gave me a piggy back ride said jokingly that guys tend to hit her up after she gives them a piggy back ride, I retorted asking if that was a warning shot? To which both laughed.
Then found out they were feminist, I told them I wasn't even if I had daughter. Fast forward, the piggy ride girl says I should be a feminist. I'd get laid more. I told her no I'm not gonna lie just to f...., upon our departure she says that she would live in a world if non feminist men were like me and then hugged & kissed my cheek and offered me a ride home or piggy back.
My voice has greater emotional certainty and depth but it fluctuates idk why?
