10-31-2016, 02:46 PM
Okay just had another instance of this thing I was talking about. I walk into the living room of my doorm a little insecure because I know that I'm going to have to face my fears when they come up, but I'm surprised when the environment is friendly. I notice things like people tend to move there feet out of my way and supplicate to me subtly. This is what I'm talking about, cause I feel low value and like shit/like a pussy and yet everyone treats me like a badass. After that I felt better because I felt validated. Not like a drug rush but more like I can feel normal again... kind of like I have to have other people's permission to feel normal/okay.
Had to post that before I read your response Shannon.
Had to post that before I read your response Shannon.
