The feel good Saga of Ephra 2.0

[Alpha Male mo]

Same here with all that stuff you're dealing with. For me it's just fear. Part of me does not want to change so I'm constantly being pulled back into my old reality. Not much you can do but keep going. All the stuff it brings up sucks, bad. Especially when you're confronting something you thought you left behind years ago. It's like a messed up scavenger hunt of emotional pain.

I agree with you completely. That's a great analogy, I sometimes have to pause for a second when I'm going through this emotionally painful scavenger hunt reality because I know this is not really my reality, it's what I'm perceiving at the moment.