10-25-2016, 04:22 PM
Starting stage 5 tmr. It seems like I'm not relying, being lazy and letting the program do everything now. Conciously I'm finding things I want to change and the fear behind it. Acknowledging it and moving on. This is quite energy consuming. I'm feeling attractive. A part of me doesn't be want to talk to anyone and rely on the program. It gets tiring dealing with these fears but I try and find a balance
