10-25-2016, 02:30 AM
LTU Day 18
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Didnt listen long enough to the sub over the last few days,
even missed one complete night when i was drunk as hell.
Still cant overcome my alcohol addition, i dont drink daily,
but most of the time at the weekend when i go partying...
problem is i always think ahh just one drink to get more social, but once i start i dont stop until i drink all my money away... Its a real problem...
otherwise i hate my job and city currently, yesterday i was hsortl before crying then it jus went over the top and i didnt crae anymore.
Today i am ultra happy and confident.
Once you let go everything is easy...
Only if you lost everything you are truly free...
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Didnt listen long enough to the sub over the last few days,
even missed one complete night when i was drunk as hell.
Still cant overcome my alcohol addition, i dont drink daily,
but most of the time at the weekend when i go partying...
problem is i always think ahh just one drink to get more social, but once i start i dont stop until i drink all my money away... Its a real problem...
otherwise i hate my job and city currently, yesterday i was hsortl before crying then it jus went over the top and i didnt crae anymore.
Today i am ultra happy and confident.
Once you let go everything is easy...
Only if you lost everything you are truly free...
