Day 5
STM (40h 47m)
DAOS2 2nd Run (5h 56m)
I woke up today at 6 in the morning. At last! After about 6 months, my sleep time has gone back to normal. I did my morning routines: (1) washroom; (2) water, supplement, brush, face care; (3) meditate, gratitude journal, visualization, exercise; (5) journal writing; and later, (6) to DO list review and (7) most important task.
I'd like to share what happened yesterday. I found a new wingman near my place. We're gonna start approaching tomorrow (Monday). I'm preparing for it, I mean, I'm preparing how to be a good friend to him and how to be a good wingman. When it comes to approaching, I don't expect much but I'm going to implement a structure, which I will work hard to master.
I believe I have completely overcome my oneitis at this point (there was a dream last night where I saw her, and we were strangers). And I'm no longer needy to any girl's positive response. So, hopefully, I'll have the fortitude to make this lifestyle last. Also, I now have a life—a business to take care of, daily routines to execute, clear goals and a life purpose. I also no longer care what others think of me, hopefully (we'll see).
I don't plan to talk too much to that new wing. I don't know what's his purpose anyway. And I don't know how good he is. I believe one of the reasons why my game was so chaotic last time is because I talked about everything and listened to everyone. I took even unwelcome criticisms to heart. This time, I will be close-minded, and I know that word has a negative rep, but I believe that's what I need right now. I will listen to no one, except myself, my mentor, and probably my wingman (and only, when I ask for his opinion). Less talk and more action, hopefully.
And since it seems I already took this sub journal as my own personal diary, this is where I'm going to post my progress. I will do this alone, no need for anybody's validation. That's just not manly!
On a side note, I went to the national capital yesterday to buy some protein supplement for my workout. When I got off the bus, I saw a funfair. Suddenly, 4 different colors popped up in my mind. The last time such thing happened was 2 months ago, I saw 9 different colors in my mind, and then a funfair where I bet pennies on those colors and all the 9 bets won. (The 10th bet lost... And don't think I'm doing this often—I'm not a gambler.) So for fun, I bet the cash in my pocket on those 4 colors and luckily, I had a skilled laborer's day wage in less than 10 minutes. I got home... Oh Luck, how can I learn more about you!
STM (40h 47m)
DAOS2 2nd Run (5h 56m)
I woke up today at 6 in the morning. At last! After about 6 months, my sleep time has gone back to normal. I did my morning routines: (1) washroom; (2) water, supplement, brush, face care; (3) meditate, gratitude journal, visualization, exercise; (5) journal writing; and later, (6) to DO list review and (7) most important task.
I'd like to share what happened yesterday. I found a new wingman near my place. We're gonna start approaching tomorrow (Monday). I'm preparing for it, I mean, I'm preparing how to be a good friend to him and how to be a good wingman. When it comes to approaching, I don't expect much but I'm going to implement a structure, which I will work hard to master.
I believe I have completely overcome my oneitis at this point (there was a dream last night where I saw her, and we were strangers). And I'm no longer needy to any girl's positive response. So, hopefully, I'll have the fortitude to make this lifestyle last. Also, I now have a life—a business to take care of, daily routines to execute, clear goals and a life purpose. I also no longer care what others think of me, hopefully (we'll see).
I don't plan to talk too much to that new wing. I don't know what's his purpose anyway. And I don't know how good he is. I believe one of the reasons why my game was so chaotic last time is because I talked about everything and listened to everyone. I took even unwelcome criticisms to heart. This time, I will be close-minded, and I know that word has a negative rep, but I believe that's what I need right now. I will listen to no one, except myself, my mentor, and probably my wingman (and only, when I ask for his opinion). Less talk and more action, hopefully.
And since it seems I already took this sub journal as my own personal diary, this is where I'm going to post my progress. I will do this alone, no need for anybody's validation. That's just not manly!
On a side note, I went to the national capital yesterday to buy some protein supplement for my workout. When I got off the bus, I saw a funfair. Suddenly, 4 different colors popped up in my mind. The last time such thing happened was 2 months ago, I saw 9 different colors in my mind, and then a funfair where I bet pennies on those colors and all the 9 bets won. (The 10th bet lost... And don't think I'm doing this often—I'm not a gambler.) So for fun, I bet the cash in my pocket on those 4 colors and luckily, I had a skilled laborer's day wage in less than 10 minutes. I got home... Oh Luck, how can I learn more about you!
"I am developing into a high value Alpha Male..."
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