10-19-2016, 10:44 AM
Day 5
I think i am beginning to feel the aura.
It feels like usual energy symptoms i get, just like a tension in the body. Something like electricity, but combined with tension. It is hard to explain.
I'll keep an eye out to see if this gets stronger, or is just a normal occurrence of energy that has no correlation to DMSI.
Met more girls from the class today. Got a lot of "turn around and take a glimpse" IOI from a girl i find attractive. A blonde, 8/10 i would say. Met her eyes a few times, instantly turns around. After a few minutes, looks back again.
Another girl sitting close to me had her hand between her legs most of the class. The next class she sit in the corner of the room, far away from me
About inner effects.. dunno. Not noticing anything drastically different. I kinda want the healing modules back, they made me feel good.
I've been thinking of taking up capoeira recently. Dunno if this is from the sub or not.
The cold showers seem to have a slight effect on the energy. They seem to clean out the aura of debris, allowing for clearer representation of sexual energy (take this with a grain of salt, of course). I would love it if someone tried them out, since my own testing isn't enough, haha.
Thanks for answering my question about glutamine. By the way, i remember reading a post from some dude's journal, where he described an energy visualization exercise with sexual energy. He said he imagined a ball of sexual energy or something like that, and visualized having sex with the girl he finds attractive. Soon enough, the girl called him.
For the love of God, i cannot remember the guy's name and journal, and i am really curious to see the effects of that exercise. Do you guys know who i'm talking about?
I think i am beginning to feel the aura.
It feels like usual energy symptoms i get, just like a tension in the body. Something like electricity, but combined with tension. It is hard to explain.
I'll keep an eye out to see if this gets stronger, or is just a normal occurrence of energy that has no correlation to DMSI.
Met more girls from the class today. Got a lot of "turn around and take a glimpse" IOI from a girl i find attractive. A blonde, 8/10 i would say. Met her eyes a few times, instantly turns around. After a few minutes, looks back again.
Another girl sitting close to me had her hand between her legs most of the class. The next class she sit in the corner of the room, far away from me
About inner effects.. dunno. Not noticing anything drastically different. I kinda want the healing modules back, they made me feel good.
I've been thinking of taking up capoeira recently. Dunno if this is from the sub or not.
The cold showers seem to have a slight effect on the energy. They seem to clean out the aura of debris, allowing for clearer representation of sexual energy (take this with a grain of salt, of course). I would love it if someone tried them out, since my own testing isn't enough, haha.
Thanks for answering my question about glutamine. By the way, i remember reading a post from some dude's journal, where he described an energy visualization exercise with sexual energy. He said he imagined a ball of sexual energy or something like that, and visualized having sex with the girl he finds attractive. Soon enough, the girl called him.
For the love of God, i cannot remember the guy's name and journal, and i am really curious to see the effects of that exercise. Do you guys know who i'm talking about?
