10-18-2016, 07:16 PM
Few days into AM6 refresher. There have been times lately where I just feel bitter about my life and it puts me in a sour mood. Yesterday I found myself feeling resentful towards women because they serve as a daily reminder of what makes me unhappy the most: penis size and PE. I know the anger is misplaced. Women are just existing and living their lives as all of us are. So what I'm really angry at is my desire/attraction for them. No. What I'm really angry at is that I inherited these problems and I haven't had a normal sex life like other guys. And now my 20s are done and there are 16 year olds with more sexual experience than me and if/when I conquer the physical stuff I'll have to spend my 30s achieving the proficiency with women that I should have developed in my 20s and I'm chasing a sense of fulfillment that I fear I missed the boat on.
These are old feelings and I don't know why the fuck they're resurfacing like this. Like I was writing about this shit when I started AM6 the first time around.
Honestly I don't know how I've kept my sanity all these years with such limited female contact. One woman, 5 years ago. There's no sugary way to say this: life is bleak without pussy.
These are old feelings and I don't know why the fuck they're resurfacing like this. Like I was writing about this shit when I started AM6 the first time around.
Honestly I don't know how I've kept my sanity all these years with such limited female contact. One woman, 5 years ago. There's no sugary way to say this: life is bleak without pussy.
Under heaven all can see beauty as beauty only because there is ugliness.
All can know good as good only because there is evil.
All can know good as good only because there is evil.
