10-16-2016, 01:31 PM
(10-16-2016, 12:44 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(10-16-2016, 12:40 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: I'm open to all explanations at this point. BUT -- for now, I'm giving Shannon the benefit of the doubt that he knows what he's doing, but... this... just doesn't feel good. My past three weeks have been more painful than all of AM6. It's taking everything in me NOT to switch to something else, which I'm assuming is resistance.
Not good. Although, "bad" feelings aren't always bad. I've had days in sales where I killed it despite feeling like shit.
Btw, I'm curious, which version of DMSI was it where you banged that hot blonde?
That was v2.4 -- which started out absolutely amazing. I was having a blast. It wasn't until week 3 that it took a turn for the worst. Then, everything changed. The healing modules starting doing their thing and I felt like I was going absolutely insane.
I don't feel like I'm going insane, but I feel like I'm resisting something so fiercely that it's sending me into a pre-AM6 state. Unhealthy, angry, eating everything in sight. My brain keeps telling me either to run BASE + UM or the AM6 refresher, which would signify that my subconscious is terrified of executing the script. I think.
Ready for Shannon to come back from vacation and help interpret these results.
