10-13-2016, 04:07 PM
Shannon, consciously I think I'm this nice, sensitive guy but then if I notice my body language I'm this irreverent alpha. It's very weird. It's like from the head up I'm a barbie but then I look down and see this ripped alpha stud body and I'm like wtf? Or like how sometimes I'll feel insecure yet people will react to me like I'm the shit or girls will throw signs of attraction at me. I think this has something to do with the dissonance between the conscious and subconscious minds. This has been the same on my first AM6 run as well as now on my second. Is this something that is normal, takes time, or will be fixed with 6g? It would be really cool if I could realize how much of a badass I am like other people seem to already have.
