Shannon's Journal Discussion

[Shannon]

I'm on day 2 of no v2.4. I do feel different. Less tired. Less drudgery. I don't know how else to describe it.

Same. I had to go to Wal-Mart to return some things and was walking around like I was a god. Now that the programming from the healing modules is fading (since there's no active input), my natural, playful personality is re-emerging, alongside some significant dominance.

Nothing like v1, yet, where I had women following me around like a puppy. What was in that thing that made it so potent? There were side effects, though. The day after running it, I was always completely drained for hours.

I'm glad you're back with us in more ways than one, in body and in spirit! Very interesting. That makes me wonder... was the module so powerful that it would be all consuming regardless of how much healing needed to be done? OR was the healing module working on something so entrenched it took that much energy and focus?

What if there was very little to heal? Would I be experiencing the same effects if I had a lot to heal? Would superficial things evoke that same effect as healing more entrenched things? How do I know how much healing has to be done?

Shannon, could you please clarify this? I'm very curious because when v3.x comes out, I want all the sexy benefits and one way to do that is to get that healing done to clear the way for the results we are all craving. Plus I hate leaving things unfinished.

Also Chaosvrgn, when I was reading your journal, I could relate to a number of your experiences, but my emotions I don't think were as intense as yours. I don't know what that might mean, though. Any thoughts?

To the best of my knowledge, what is happening is simply an intense focus on clearing things and those things are turning out to be much deeper and more numerous and impactful than we thought they would be. Like I said, the scripting should short circuit when there is nothing left to clear.