10-12-2016, 07:37 PM
(10-12-2016, 06:05 PM)Why So Serious? Wrote: The last couple of days have been interesting to say the least.
I used to think that something was wrong with me. I just don't like talking to people that much. Then it hit me. I really have a hard time caring about what most people talk about. I don't care about celebrities, the latest greatest tv show, how they did something stupid over the weekend and almost got arrested, etc. I guess there is time and place for it but it get's really boring really fast. It would be nice if people talked about other stuff other than but that won't happen anytime soon. I guess that's society in a nut shell for you.
Right now I'm in a place where I accept it. For some strange reason people have been friendly since then. I guess I don't try too hard to fit in and make them feel comfortable around me. Everybody has also been pointing out how quiet I am. Instead of feeling bad about it I just go "Yeah that's what I do".
Okay other news I just realized how bad my sexual issues are. I just bought DMSI and won't start it. I have so much fear even thinking about it. First time I was ever too scared to run a sub.lol I guess there is a first time for everything.
Something to keep in mind, sometimes people want to talk about that other stuff too but they don't know how to go about it. The surface level interactions aren't always a good indicator of a person's character. Sometimes hidden in plain view are people more like you than you think, but they're also dealing with that subtle pressure to fit in. If you give them an opening it might present an opportunity to break away from those mundane topics.