Shannon's Journal Discussion

[Shannon]

I only have a few major emotional issues right now:
1. Stress/Anger about my workload of classes (which was my fault, didn't know)
2. Stress/Anger about the people I'm living with (again, my fault, didn't know until it was too late, but working on it)
3. My personality shutting down in specific circumstances (like a dance class where I take longer to learn moves because my mind is slower on E2)
4. My very high sex drive and no way to really satisfy it (sexual thoughts towards attractive girls)

E2 slows down my thinking and processing abilities. Meaning I take longer to do my work and learn than I normally would. This has slowed me down and stifled projects that I've been working on.

I have less GSF now and will get semi-hard ons when I see a girl that turns me on. I feel like E2 has helped with general things. But it has done little for setting me free in those specific circumstances where my personality shuts down.

If DMSI's healing is that much more effective than E2, then I think it would target some of my issues more specifically. E2 just feels like an endless rabbit hole. If DMSI enhances social capabilities and can help me satisfy my sex drive that'd be great.

I can see how DMSI would make sense for the last one with the healing Shannon, but how would it deal with the first 3 things for example if it's mainly focused on healing for sex?

I'm mainly asking so I can try to make a decision to continue E2 or do DMSI with healing.

I don't know how it would be affected by 2.4.