Day 30 (245h 17m)↓
I am lethargic today. The reason is because of negative emotions--anger, fear, irritation. I found out that one of my most important clients has a very bad attitude. He's quite good at first and I was kind of liking him as a long-term client. Then I got too tired yesterday. I tried to rest for 30 minutes, but eventually, I slept for 2 and half hours. I missed our appointment and he was furious. (As per our agreement, he's aware that any of us missing our meetings might happen and there's a corresponding penalty, but he reacted so badly I felt I had to make a false excuse.) The message he sent me has a bit of warning in it. It really makes me mad when somebody threatens me, I can't stand it. I've quit a lot of jobs before because I hate it when managers treat their employees this way. This ain't good. I'm considering dropping him as a client. I know though that this too shall pass, but I just can't work well today because of these emotional responses.
I am lethargic today. The reason is because of negative emotions--anger, fear, irritation. I found out that one of my most important clients has a very bad attitude. He's quite good at first and I was kind of liking him as a long-term client. Then I got too tired yesterday. I tried to rest for 30 minutes, but eventually, I slept for 2 and half hours. I missed our appointment and he was furious. (As per our agreement, he's aware that any of us missing our meetings might happen and there's a corresponding penalty, but he reacted so badly I felt I had to make a false excuse.) The message he sent me has a bit of warning in it. It really makes me mad when somebody threatens me, I can't stand it. I've quit a lot of jobs before because I hate it when managers treat their employees this way. This ain't good. I'm considering dropping him as a client. I know though that this too shall pass, but I just can't work well today because of these emotional responses.
"I am developing into a high value Alpha Male..."
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