Day 29 (244h 17m)↓
I started writing about manliness, in a language young men here will understand. I could do that, and it feels like I'm doing something good for others.
I dreamed about a beta male scene yesterday, myself being the beta male loving a woman who only treated me as one of her female friends. She flirted like a whore with a high value young man. My boss who is a gay religious hypocrite condemned her and I did nothing. When I woke up, wussy emotions gripped me. How come I could become like this without EPRHA?
Notice that I've spent less time listening to EPRHA yesterday. I intentionally did that so I could explore my feelings of unworthiness more.
I started writing about manliness, in a language young men here will understand. I could do that, and it feels like I'm doing something good for others.
I dreamed about a beta male scene yesterday, myself being the beta male loving a woman who only treated me as one of her female friends. She flirted like a whore with a high value young man. My boss who is a gay religious hypocrite condemned her and I did nothing. When I woke up, wussy emotions gripped me. How come I could become like this without EPRHA?
Notice that I've spent less time listening to EPRHA yesterday. I intentionally did that so I could explore my feelings of unworthiness more.
"I am developing into a high value Alpha Male..."
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