I really think the clearing of 2.4 just needs more time. Can the resistance get hairy at times? Certainly, but I've been feeling a ton better the past few days. I was getting IOIs off the charts last night at the country concert. There were two women nearby I thought were smokin' hot. They were the only two women who eventually stared me down, again and again, like a piece of man-meat. I couldn't believe it. In fact, I was the one who shut it all down because I started getting scared that they'd notice I was looking - when my wife was sitting right next to me. My thoughts went something like this, "Man, these women are going to think I'm a real piece of shit for looking at them when it's clear I'm married." The one was probably younger than 20 y/o, the other probably mid-20's - with an engagement ring on her finger.
Anyway, another time I went to get a beer and as I was coming back to my seat, I saw this hot chick coming up the stairs. She gets two feet from me, makes this huge-goofy-smile, and holds her hand up for a high five. So I gave her a high-five, lol. If I had been single, I would have turned on my heel and started a conversation with her.
In other words, I'm healing - I'm feeling better - and this script is executing here and there. In other areas, not-so-much. For instance, the part of the script that gets the chick to provide you maximum sexual pleasure? I think that's backfiring on me. I'm almost positive it's giving me PE. I had sex with my wife last night, after coaxing (she also refused oral - no surprise but I wanted to test the sub), and I couldn't last 30 fucking seconds. It's starting to get fucking embarrassing. This never happens to me. It's like the maximum sexual pleasure thing is giving me such pleasure - BOOM - it's over!
Anyway, another time I went to get a beer and as I was coming back to my seat, I saw this hot chick coming up the stairs. She gets two feet from me, makes this huge-goofy-smile, and holds her hand up for a high five. So I gave her a high-five, lol. If I had been single, I would have turned on my heel and started a conversation with her.
In other words, I'm healing - I'm feeling better - and this script is executing here and there. In other areas, not-so-much. For instance, the part of the script that gets the chick to provide you maximum sexual pleasure? I think that's backfiring on me. I'm almost positive it's giving me PE. I had sex with my wife last night, after coaxing (she also refused oral - no surprise but I wanted to test the sub), and I couldn't last 30 fucking seconds. It's starting to get fucking embarrassing. This never happens to me. It's like the maximum sexual pleasure thing is giving me such pleasure - BOOM - it's over!
