I just started on Stage 2 of SM yesterday, and I can already feel it working. Today I felt very much like I was completely at one with my self, my masculine core and my independence. As I continue along this journey, I am noticing that women are more and more qualifying themselves to me, and those I attract do not want to be away from me. It's becoming hard to be as polite as I would like to be while remaining in control of my time.
I went on a date tonight that started off as her coming over so I could change the LUKS password on the laptop I am loaning her, so she can boot the machine with an encrypted partition. Then she stuck around because she enjoys my company so much. Finally I decided to go to the mall to have my watch repaired, and she tagged along. The mall was closed, so as we're leaving, I decided to go have dinner. I said, "I hope you don't mind, but we're going out to dinner tonight." She was delighted. Then we went to Coldstone Creamery and had desert, and she was having such a good time she couldn't stand herself. When we got back to my place, she was supposed to read a chapter in one of my books, but she kept stopping to talk to me. Did NOT want to go home. I had to tell her, "Look, if you don't go home, we're going to exchange gamete cells right here and now, cause you're freakin' turning me on. Go home."
This is with her knowing I have work to do, and that I have to go to my uncle's house. What a trip.
I went on a date tonight that started off as her coming over so I could change the LUKS password on the laptop I am loaning her, so she can boot the machine with an encrypted partition. Then she stuck around because she enjoys my company so much. Finally I decided to go to the mall to have my watch repaired, and she tagged along. The mall was closed, so as we're leaving, I decided to go have dinner. I said, "I hope you don't mind, but we're going out to dinner tonight." She was delighted. Then we went to Coldstone Creamery and had desert, and she was having such a good time she couldn't stand herself. When we got back to my place, she was supposed to read a chapter in one of my books, but she kept stopping to talk to me. Did NOT want to go home. I had to tell her, "Look, if you don't go home, we're going to exchange gamete cells right here and now, cause you're freakin' turning me on. Go home."
This is with her knowing I have work to do, and that I have to go to my uncle's house. What a trip.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!