Day 28 (241h 17m)↓
I've dreamed bad dreams lately, becoming pussy again. The same old thoughts are popping up in my mind. "Why am I so stupid?" "Why did I let the girls I loved fall for the wrong guys?" "Why do they seem to live better lives than I do when they're the reasons why I got distracted and messed up my life?" Regret. Self-loathing. Envy. Unfairness. These aren't good thoughts. Probably because I'm not putting so much attention on my subliminal training.
This is how I am like without the aid of subliminals. I need to walk outside and get back on track.
I've dreamed bad dreams lately, becoming pussy again. The same old thoughts are popping up in my mind. "Why am I so stupid?" "Why did I let the girls I loved fall for the wrong guys?" "Why do they seem to live better lives than I do when they're the reasons why I got distracted and messed up my life?" Regret. Self-loathing. Envy. Unfairness. These aren't good thoughts. Probably because I'm not putting so much attention on my subliminal training.
This is how I am like without the aid of subliminals. I need to walk outside and get back on track.