10-08-2016, 10:09 PM
@Frosted flake
Tell me about it, yesterday was hell. I didn't know I still had things to be worked out until those things came back up again. It's funny because before ephra 2.0 the problems facing me now we're non existent. I was living in the moment and the past was the past. Now it feels like I can't shake it off. I feel like I'm stuck in this miserable state and I'm stuck in a reality that's irreversible. The more I run ephra 2.0 the more things come up, and it's usually the dumbest things too. I'm as fidgety as I was during wm run, in the beginning..just a little bit. I came to realize something, I was reading the ephra 2.0 page and it says that 1hr of this sub equals 6 hours of a regular 5g program. So I interpreted that as it will take less time for a 5.5g sub to experience the results you would get in a 5g sub. For ex, I usually don't experience resistance or anxiety or depression until 2 weeks into a 5g single stage sub (12hrs-14hrs). But with ephra 2.0 I faced all that in just 6 days( listening less than 24hrs in the span of 6 days). I eased myself into the program by starting my listening session with hr on the first day, 2 hrs the next day, the third day I ran 4 hrs until Friday when I ran my first 8hrs . Already I feel like I've been running this program for a month just because of the tiredness.
But I've already found that when the resistance, depression, anxiety, some anger and all the emotional turmoil disappears...life feels great. I'm more relaxed around women, and I just feel different. The things that are coming up just suck I won't lie, I find my self asking how do I manage this problem. How can I get out of the rut I'm in, how can I be the man I've always wanted to be?
Tell me about it, yesterday was hell. I didn't know I still had things to be worked out until those things came back up again. It's funny because before ephra 2.0 the problems facing me now we're non existent. I was living in the moment and the past was the past. Now it feels like I can't shake it off. I feel like I'm stuck in this miserable state and I'm stuck in a reality that's irreversible. The more I run ephra 2.0 the more things come up, and it's usually the dumbest things too. I'm as fidgety as I was during wm run, in the beginning..just a little bit. I came to realize something, I was reading the ephra 2.0 page and it says that 1hr of this sub equals 6 hours of a regular 5g program. So I interpreted that as it will take less time for a 5.5g sub to experience the results you would get in a 5g sub. For ex, I usually don't experience resistance or anxiety or depression until 2 weeks into a 5g single stage sub (12hrs-14hrs). But with ephra 2.0 I faced all that in just 6 days( listening less than 24hrs in the span of 6 days). I eased myself into the program by starting my listening session with hr on the first day, 2 hrs the next day, the third day I ran 4 hrs until Friday when I ran my first 8hrs . Already I feel like I've been running this program for a month just because of the tiredness.
But I've already found that when the resistance, depression, anxiety, some anger and all the emotional turmoil disappears...life feels great. I'm more relaxed around women, and I just feel different. The things that are coming up just suck I won't lie, I find my self asking how do I manage this problem. How can I get out of the rut I'm in, how can I be the man I've always wanted to be?
