10-06-2016, 01:02 PM
Thanks hope you're run is great too maxx. I think you may be be right because today I felt like shit lol. So I woke I from a nightmarish. I could feel anxiety while sleeping because I was facing my dead in my dream. I can't remember the dream vividly but I remember being scared straight with anxiety. Then today after going to out I just didn't feel like talking to anybody. I was still relaxed but some negativity creeping in. For ex. Yesterday I felt like I could get any woman I saw, I was like in my mind" yea I can get her if I wanted to". But today I just feel like a loser. Mainly because of my situation, but that's good news because it means the program is working. I kicked it up a notch with the hours today to 4 hrs. I woke up tired out of my f---- mind. I almost slept 4 more hours because my mind was like "wtf are you getting up for ?". My goal for this program is to get to where I was when I was in middle school and Elementary school, blissful. Life was great. Emotionally I was in bliss heaven and everything just seemed to click.Now I'm in an emotional turmoil. I'm kinda stuck in life again. I was thinking after this running a 6stage brainwave program that I won't mention because of the rules but you guys have mentioned it a couple of times on this forum. I've had great results with it in the past and I've had some success so with this it will take it over the top. Mainly the goal is absolute peace in any circumstances that come in my life. Isn't that succes? I plan on doing this program for at least 4 months or more. Then maybe get into the bandwagon and do DMSI lol jk.
