Day 23 (225h 55m)↑
Life seems better when you wake up in the morning. I feel like I want to be more productive today. Yesterday's visit to the gym might have been a good decision.
Yesterday though, I was quite negative. It felt as if I'm not doing enough work to make my experience of life more worthwhile. There's some guilt in there. I was comparing myself to other people--those my age and those younger. While they're busy dedicating their time and efforts in someone else' company, I just sit here in my apartment doing whatever thing comes to my mind. I don't have a boss who gives orders so I have all the license to be lax, and that no longer looks good. I have all my time but sometimes, I just let it pass accomplishing nothing. How could I ever achieve my wildest dreams if I'm no longer earning as much income as others because I went on my own. Now, I can even choose not to contribute to my social security when I'm feeling lazy.
I need to do some active work and master some set of skills that could improve my lifestyle.
It was midnight and I had to go home. I got off the vehicle and then I saw the sidewalks submerged in water. The rain kept pouring. I didn't want to walk on flooded sidewalks but I had no choice. As I tried to save my bare feet from the dirty water, I was slowly becoming irritated. Then I remembered the lesson I learned the other day about the nature of luck--that it follows the law of inertia. When the trigger gets fired, bad luck will keep flowing until some force changes its course. So I checked my emotions. I need not react too badly to this experience.
Going back to the subject of work. I can't really enjoy working for someone else. I just hate the idea of "having a job". So, this time, the only work I think I'd enjoy is some work that will have me building systems that will give me passive incomes later on. I used this Android app called Mindly to see how my different goals connect with each other. Such goals are a product of a decade-long thinking. Now, they're very clear. To synthesize, all such milestones will only lead to I becoming an alpha man, who has all the skills and qualities that go along with it... I worry a little though if I'll be able to achieve all such goals on time.
Life seems better when you wake up in the morning. I feel like I want to be more productive today. Yesterday's visit to the gym might have been a good decision.
Yesterday though, I was quite negative. It felt as if I'm not doing enough work to make my experience of life more worthwhile. There's some guilt in there. I was comparing myself to other people--those my age and those younger. While they're busy dedicating their time and efforts in someone else' company, I just sit here in my apartment doing whatever thing comes to my mind. I don't have a boss who gives orders so I have all the license to be lax, and that no longer looks good. I have all my time but sometimes, I just let it pass accomplishing nothing. How could I ever achieve my wildest dreams if I'm no longer earning as much income as others because I went on my own. Now, I can even choose not to contribute to my social security when I'm feeling lazy.
I need to do some active work and master some set of skills that could improve my lifestyle.
It was midnight and I had to go home. I got off the vehicle and then I saw the sidewalks submerged in water. The rain kept pouring. I didn't want to walk on flooded sidewalks but I had no choice. As I tried to save my bare feet from the dirty water, I was slowly becoming irritated. Then I remembered the lesson I learned the other day about the nature of luck--that it follows the law of inertia. When the trigger gets fired, bad luck will keep flowing until some force changes its course. So I checked my emotions. I need not react too badly to this experience.
Going back to the subject of work. I can't really enjoy working for someone else. I just hate the idea of "having a job". So, this time, the only work I think I'd enjoy is some work that will have me building systems that will give me passive incomes later on. I used this Android app called Mindly to see how my different goals connect with each other. Such goals are a product of a decade-long thinking. Now, they're very clear. To synthesize, all such milestones will only lead to I becoming an alpha man, who has all the skills and qualities that go along with it... I worry a little though if I'll be able to achieve all such goals on time.
"I am developing into a high value Alpha Male..."
![[Image: img?u=5733110570287104]](https://pmo-tracker.appspot.com/img?u=5733110570287104)
