Day 19 (190h 17m)↑
I'm getting bored with EPRHA, to be honest. The truth is it's actually doing something... It's making me feel more at peace with myself. However, the problem is it seems I'm becoming very comfortable with my life. I don't want to go this way for a long time. I want to be more active, take initiatives, have the motivation to work on my goals. I want an active life. Not something full of self-satisfaction, but devoid of action.
For almost a week, I was a bit worrying if I'd be able to pay my debt or not. I had some business problem and I didn't actively work on solving it. Something within says I need not worry about anything for the world is taking care of me. Indeed, I kind of overlooked my financial situation. Suddenly, I found out that I have enough money in the bank to take care of my bills for the month. So, I was so grateful, I was happy.
But something's lacking. There's some discontentment brewing here. I want to take care of myself more, as I had always been doing, though I've personally witnessed that the amount of effort I'm putting on taking good care of my affairs isn't sustainable in the long run.
I'm getting bored with EPRHA, to be honest. The truth is it's actually doing something... It's making me feel more at peace with myself. However, the problem is it seems I'm becoming very comfortable with my life. I don't want to go this way for a long time. I want to be more active, take initiatives, have the motivation to work on my goals. I want an active life. Not something full of self-satisfaction, but devoid of action.
For almost a week, I was a bit worrying if I'd be able to pay my debt or not. I had some business problem and I didn't actively work on solving it. Something within says I need not worry about anything for the world is taking care of me. Indeed, I kind of overlooked my financial situation. Suddenly, I found out that I have enough money in the bank to take care of my bills for the month. So, I was so grateful, I was happy.
But something's lacking. There's some discontentment brewing here. I want to take care of myself more, as I had always been doing, though I've personally witnessed that the amount of effort I'm putting on taking good care of my affairs isn't sustainable in the long run.
"I am developing into a high value Alpha Male..."
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