09-27-2016, 02:55 PM
(09-27-2016, 11:11 AM)zen Wrote: I didn't feel any improvement in my productivity and motivation. Quite the contrary. During stage 4 and partially in stage 5, I was serene, thinking I have everything in the world, I deserve everything, I'm a multimillionaire, I can afford everything, etc. Ok, it was good, but it scared me a ton because when I looked closely at my daily tasks, I had shit to do which was crucial.
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I will focus solely on the business started last year. No more subs or other personal development stuff for a while. Just grinding and having fun with my life. A lot of activities need to be done, and I cannot afford any megalomaniac thinking at the moment.
This sounds like fear based resistance to me. I believe you have a fear of letting go of control and letting it all happen by itself. I hypothesise that you believe that if you don't take action it will lead to negative outcomes and that you're afraid that letting go of your wantingness for money will lead you to have no money. Both these thoughts and similar thoughts are just fears. Based on my personal experience you're probably about to realise that you've been wasting your life focusing so much on money and that's a pretty scary thing to admit to. Keep going my friend, finish BASE and let the chips fall where they may--you don't need to be the originator of all of your success and wealth in order to be a successful entrepreneur.
