FluffyBunny's DMSI Journal

[FluffyBunny]

A little history before DMSI so u guys can compare.
I can go out anywhere alone, approach any woman anywhere anytime any hotness
To nightclubs, parties , whatever alone and i am at ease with myself.
99% of the time im pure sober
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so im on this thing for a good two weeks now.

I honestly dont see much difference except one thing, that i give so little fuck now that I illiterately wanna do NOTHING to get the women which results in me getting NOTHING.

So last week i went out 3 nights in a row, total ive open probly like 20ish chicks dont recall.
everything usually opens smoothly for me and then VOLA i literally dont do anything with it. like wtf?

i open groups of girls , 2 girls, any fuckin group easily before sub and i would at least try to escalate and push thing..
But with DMSI i gave so little fuck i just stay in the group and dance on the spot and my mind goes blank and just wanna chill.

Literally if its not like instant on like my above post, and i just have to escalate hard , i wont feel like doing anything.

Ok i mean i like that it makes u not care about woman but i feel like now i gotta get over this "i care so dam little phase when i go out its annoying" its like i literally gotta put energy into caring otherwise i wouldnt do much.

I also went out tonight and i didnt see anything attraction from woman other then just regular normal stuff. biggest thing i found is, i felt soooo dam disconnected from everyone as if i was from a different planet or something, and i cared so little that its insane but at the same time i just wanna fuck something and no care. then this contradiction got my a little pissed off. Like usually im more of the guy who likes to have some sorta of emotional connection with sex and potentially screen her for GF. But now i just wanna bang something hot emotionless <----------- how does this even help wtf? (ya i get after banging her i can still decide if i want her to be my gf or not , still doesnt really help to be emotionless)

And sometimes i just randomly get angry on the inside and feel like i should go punch someone lol and then i laughed about it cause i usually dont have thoughts like this.

the IDGAF thing really needs to be balanced a little bit , I personally think its too extreme end of the spectrum resulting me, usually a guy with lots of emotions, to have such disconnect and dont feel like putting in any effort to get the girl. I mean heck i was already not caring much and this thing just amplified it multiple times =_= ...

I havnt test the earlier version so i dont know about them.
I dont get where this is heading but....we will see.

oh yah i got a whole bunch of dudes opening me too, some thinks im high and asks me if im ok. like dude im 100% sober, obviously im fine. It just sometimes i get into quite a high state when on the dancefloor so it looks like im high lol. some just say hi and shakes my hand. I usually get this before the sub already but i think it has increased more .... =_= .

and i also think so many things are just pure dumbshit and it annoys me ....