09-20-2016, 07:40 AM
(09-20-2016, 06:59 AM)Steven Wrote: @SargeMaximus
I can understand why you would have had those reactions to my post.
All I can say is that I'm thinking DMSI has something in it that attracts my other preferences that are beyond the physical beauty aspect. I sure see beautiful women being drawn to me, but some women who look beautiful to me... I end up feeling turned off by. The only conclusion I keep coming back to is that my other preferences are some how being accounted for. But this is just me and I have strong preferences for certain things beyond physical beauty. I don't know if this is how it's working for others.
One more thing when you post, I tend to see the rockstar aspect of you. I've seen you post things that perhaps were pessimistic, but as I'm thinking back on your posts I've read I never remember seeing one I thought was "socially awkward" or whatever phrase you want to use.
Thanks man, that means a lot. Just between us forum dwellers, I'm actually starting to think I don't have anything wrong with me
But as for DMSI and your comments, it's all good man. I do hope you get exactly what you want. I hope, as a matter of fact, that everyone running DMSI gets exactly what they, specifically, want.
I just have this fear that what I want won't be delivered. I'm sure it's a mild trauma popping up, so don't worry about your comments, I'm not offended. My hamster wheel just starts turning sometimes lol.
Glad you're seeing some great changes tho. Have you been able to determine how you were so successful in your early years or has some of that magic returned for you at all?