09-17-2016, 02:39 PM
Day 12
The first and most noticeable thing is the consistently amazing orgasms I keep having. Mindblowing.
Thoughts of an ex keep reappearing again again for no reason. She is the one I lost my virginity to but I have been over her for a long time. I get some nostalgia for her and I dreamed we were having sex. Maybe it's the healing because I was really depressed when she broke up with me, but that happened 1.5 year ago.
I have noticed I am extremely relaxed in all public places. Stores, hairdressers, squares, everything. So relaxed I could fall asleep. And that's coming from a guy who always has been very self-conscious outside.
The last 4-5 days I keep getting ghosted. I barely get any looks from women. Interesting thing is on Wednesday I went out with C. and every woman and every man was looking at her. She is not model looking so that wasn't it. It was as if she was running DMSI and not me.
My confidence is at an all time high.
I feel my social antennas and skills at their best.
I am noticing I can enjoy everyday things A LOT MORE than I used too. I chew the food more just for the taste, yesterday I was at a concert alone and had the greatest time, my bed feels so cozy, the trees really compliment the big old buildings etc etc.
I went shopping and renewed my wardrobe the other day. For a more professional cool looking style. +haircut
I have been using the same perfume for the last ~2 years. I am starting to get compliments for it just now. People love it. Maybe I wasn't spraying enough before, and now I do, and maybe DMSI pushed me to do it.
I am a bit hesitant about becoming exclusive with C. and it disappoints me that I can't go after other girls. But a girlfriend is what I wanted for a long time. The grass is greener........
I notice people respond to me with more respect, like yesterday when I went to a gig and I asked I big fat muscular guy how much the ticket was and he reacted abruptly as if I caught him off-guard.
I listen during the night and usually I get a 1-minute break to go to the bathroom. Could this be enough to compromise the results?
The first and most noticeable thing is the consistently amazing orgasms I keep having. Mindblowing.
Thoughts of an ex keep reappearing again again for no reason. She is the one I lost my virginity to but I have been over her for a long time. I get some nostalgia for her and I dreamed we were having sex. Maybe it's the healing because I was really depressed when she broke up with me, but that happened 1.5 year ago.
I have noticed I am extremely relaxed in all public places. Stores, hairdressers, squares, everything. So relaxed I could fall asleep. And that's coming from a guy who always has been very self-conscious outside.
The last 4-5 days I keep getting ghosted. I barely get any looks from women. Interesting thing is on Wednesday I went out with C. and every woman and every man was looking at her. She is not model looking so that wasn't it. It was as if she was running DMSI and not me.
My confidence is at an all time high.
I feel my social antennas and skills at their best.
I am noticing I can enjoy everyday things A LOT MORE than I used too. I chew the food more just for the taste, yesterday I was at a concert alone and had the greatest time, my bed feels so cozy, the trees really compliment the big old buildings etc etc.
I went shopping and renewed my wardrobe the other day. For a more professional cool looking style. +haircut
I have been using the same perfume for the last ~2 years. I am starting to get compliments for it just now. People love it. Maybe I wasn't spraying enough before, and now I do, and maybe DMSI pushed me to do it.
I am a bit hesitant about becoming exclusive with C. and it disappoints me that I can't go after other girls. But a girlfriend is what I wanted for a long time. The grass is greener........
I notice people respond to me with more respect, like yesterday when I went to a gig and I asked I big fat muscular guy how much the ticket was and he reacted abruptly as if I caught him off-guard.
I listen during the night and usually I get a 1-minute break to go to the bathroom. Could this be enough to compromise the results?
