09-16-2016, 11:59 AM
(This post was last modified: 09-16-2016, 12:03 PM by JackOfHearts.)
Stage Rest day 10:
I went to a club last Saturday. Nothing fancy that I saw beside that I was way more acting and commenting on girls around while drinking at a table with friends.
At some point there were a lot of girls passing near our table and I said addressing my friend "Girl have good make up tonight" I knew they would hear me of course. I was looking at them to see any reaction. One of them beautiful look at me and when she looked at me I said "I wasn't talking about you" teasing her then I said "I'm joking you are beautiful" and she said "thank you". While I was doing that another girl very beautiful that were not a close friend recognized me and said I have changed a lot. We barely talked to each other at school and she was very different that she used too. More classy and thin, she was more my type before. But most people would consider that she is more beautiful now. She was still very beautiful. My friends were kinda in awe and said nothing, that silence meant everything
I was completely natural.
So she came to kiss me on the cheek, I was about to engage conversation but she said she was going to put her bag away. Meaning she would come back but she didn't. She was too intimidated to come back I guess, she didn't know any of my friends. She was talking with some lame guy during the night, I didn't bother. There were too much people and I was tired.
But what was important to me was the cool reaction I got out of these girls.
I noticed a lot of girls were turning around our tables that night, a girl even put her ass on my elbow while standing next to our table. I guess she wanted me to engaged conversation but I didn't this time. There was definitely something wrong here, I can't think of myself doing what she did near a girl without being called on it I think. I was a bit surprised, it feels like pheromone sometimes.
Thinking of pheromones I wanted to test again bad wolf but the night turned so shitty after a few hours than I didn't.
I don't know if I will test another club night tomorrow night. There were a pretty girl there that I engaged conversation with my friends, I started it like I thought there were my cousins friends. Which was half true, though I was pretty sure there weren't but I used it as an excuse to engage the convo. My cousin made the error of offering them a drink (they were 2 but the other one isn't worth mentioning, walking with a bra instead of a dress and ugly), soon after they went away. I saw the Facebook of the pretty one, it seems they are often in this club, and are used to play the "nasty bit*h" role.
Just hovering on their Facebook for 1 minute I can see they have a fuc* up mentality about men.
The club seems full of this girls that aren't really girls but some broken females that need a fix. It seems like wasting my time and my mental health, just like with my ex GF: hopeless.
I went to a club last Saturday. Nothing fancy that I saw beside that I was way more acting and commenting on girls around while drinking at a table with friends.
At some point there were a lot of girls passing near our table and I said addressing my friend "Girl have good make up tonight" I knew they would hear me of course. I was looking at them to see any reaction. One of them beautiful look at me and when she looked at me I said "I wasn't talking about you" teasing her then I said "I'm joking you are beautiful" and she said "thank you". While I was doing that another girl very beautiful that were not a close friend recognized me and said I have changed a lot. We barely talked to each other at school and she was very different that she used too. More classy and thin, she was more my type before. But most people would consider that she is more beautiful now. She was still very beautiful. My friends were kinda in awe and said nothing, that silence meant everything
I was completely natural. So she came to kiss me on the cheek, I was about to engage conversation but she said she was going to put her bag away. Meaning she would come back but she didn't. She was too intimidated to come back I guess, she didn't know any of my friends. She was talking with some lame guy during the night, I didn't bother. There were too much people and I was tired.
But what was important to me was the cool reaction I got out of these girls.
I noticed a lot of girls were turning around our tables that night, a girl even put her ass on my elbow while standing next to our table. I guess she wanted me to engaged conversation but I didn't this time. There was definitely something wrong here, I can't think of myself doing what she did near a girl without being called on it I think. I was a bit surprised, it feels like pheromone sometimes.
Thinking of pheromones I wanted to test again bad wolf but the night turned so shitty after a few hours than I didn't.
I don't know if I will test another club night tomorrow night. There were a pretty girl there that I engaged conversation with my friends, I started it like I thought there were my cousins friends. Which was half true, though I was pretty sure there weren't but I used it as an excuse to engage the convo. My cousin made the error of offering them a drink (they were 2 but the other one isn't worth mentioning, walking with a bra instead of a dress and ugly), soon after they went away. I saw the Facebook of the pretty one, it seems they are often in this club, and are used to play the "nasty bit*h" role.
Just hovering on their Facebook for 1 minute I can see they have a fuc* up mentality about men.
The club seems full of this girls that aren't really girls but some broken females that need a fix. It seems like wasting my time and my mental health, just like with my ex GF: hopeless.
