09-14-2016, 07:33 AM
Even though I'm feeling very introverted and disinclined to talk to anyone at great length, I'm still noticing possible effects of the v2.4 (autopilot?) The healing module or the way in which this version is structured is different than the v2.2 healing which was as though the healing had to happen first before the aura became effective. With this version, the healing is definitely taking precedence but the effects of the aura are working also simultaneously.
I had this urge to go to my favorite restaurant. (manifestation or autopilot?) I didn't want to. I had a headache and felt like I was burning up. I still do actually. I also didn't want to go because my favorite super hot waitress was not likely there.
Any way, just as I was walking in the general manager was walking out. (manifestation?) I like him. He's cool. I asked him how training was going for new employees. We talked for about 5 minutes and then he said he had to go, but he told me important information about the employees which gave me great conversation topics with the super hot waitress. (manifestation?)
As I walked in there was my favorite super hot waitress standing there conveniently ready to talk with me. She said she was getting promoted to another branch of this restaurant and asked if I would be by there. Before I realized it, I said something like “Are you going to do something to tempt me there?” and then she handed me a bunch of coupons for free meals. (autopilot/manifestation?)
Since she was just standing I asked if she was off work now. She said she was going to go to the restroom. But she just kept talking to me. I began to get concerned because I didn't want her to associate me with bladder urgency so I suggested I walk her to the restroom. Half way there, she stopped and kept talking. I then suggested we keep walking because when nature calls you don't want the call to go to voice mail.
The whole time she was staring at me with a joyful smile on her face looking alert, excited, focused on me, yet still and transfixed. I felt like I was on a date with her.
1) She did more than 50% of the work.
2) Even though I felt ill with a headache and feverish, I still think autopilot was working.
3) The fact I felt so introverted and ill seemed irrelevant in some respects as in she looked enamored, and I was able to lead without much thought. I wished I had set something up with her, at the very least finding out when she was going to be working that week.
4) She seemed more enamored with me than any other time I was there. Like she was in love with me. Or in admiration of me.
5) The timing with the general manager and the super hot waitress was remarkable.
6) That “I feel like I'm on date with her” sensation was very tangible. First time something like this happened to me.
7) I'll be more prepared when I see her again because now I know more of what to expect. All that aligning/timing and that “date” feeling, plus feeling ill threw me off.
8) I wished I would have been more on the ball and more responsive to her attraction to me. But at the same time it didn't seem to matter because it all just felt so natural and normal. She looked so mesmerized. I truly think that if I didn't insist she go to the restroom she would have just kept on talking with me. In fact now that I think about it, I seemed to take priority over her bladder. (Could the magnet be working this strongly?)
9) This helped raise my ideas of what's possible with this program because I never suspected those things could align like that plus that “date” feeling by just having a casual conversation with her.
10) At one point it almost looked like she was “glowing” in some sort of way.
11) As I was walking through the stores whenever I passed a woman, I thought of ice breaker material reflexively, but I never said any of it. I was too surprised I was so easily thinking of how to approach these women. (autopilot?) Plus I talked my self out of it because I've just been feeling so ill.
12) I'm thinking some of these illness symptoms are partly resistance related because I doubt I could have caught a cold because I've been by myself mostly for 10 days.
13) Lucky number... I had to give up a cherished idea that “I want a woman to like me for me”. I woke up one day with the thought that this whole dating-mating thing is an impersonal process. I thought about what women do as an example. Women put on make up and use push up bras and tight clothes and so forth to make themselves look more appealing and more sexually available/ready, and say to themselves “I do all this so I feel better about myself”. They conform to what's appealing and do it like it's normal or ritualistic or ceremonial. Which all translates to “impersonal”. It's like they know the rules of this better than us men. In a sense, they self-objectify in the service of looking more attractive like their bodies are projects that need to be worked on. In doing so they look more appealing and tempting. Yet we as men chase the almighty dollar, work out at the gym, learn “game”, succeed in multiple areas of life... and still there seems to be a low “return on investment” in all this. Lots of energy, emotions, money, time, etc. expended and yet where are the dates, women, sex, relationships we want? I know very successful, fit, smart, socially skilled, wealthy men who can't get a date if their lives depended on it. There is nothing wrong with these men. So the only conclusion I came to was that this whole process of dating-mating is operating on a process rather than as a set of characteristics, qualities, demographics of a man. It's got to be in the process of how something happens rather than the content within a man. If this aura can activate the memes inside a woman of “this is the man I want to have sex with, and this is the man I'm supposed to have sex with, and this is the man I should have sex with, and this is the man I have to have sex with, and this is the man I've been craving to have sex with... and do so repeatedly” then that will likely be the “it” factor.
I still think there needs to be v3.0 even though v2.4 is looking promising because we've been learning so much from the v2 series on how to keep improving on DMSI. See point lucky number #13.
I had this urge to go to my favorite restaurant. (manifestation or autopilot?) I didn't want to. I had a headache and felt like I was burning up. I still do actually. I also didn't want to go because my favorite super hot waitress was not likely there.
Any way, just as I was walking in the general manager was walking out. (manifestation?) I like him. He's cool. I asked him how training was going for new employees. We talked for about 5 minutes and then he said he had to go, but he told me important information about the employees which gave me great conversation topics with the super hot waitress. (manifestation?)
As I walked in there was my favorite super hot waitress standing there conveniently ready to talk with me. She said she was getting promoted to another branch of this restaurant and asked if I would be by there. Before I realized it, I said something like “Are you going to do something to tempt me there?” and then she handed me a bunch of coupons for free meals. (autopilot/manifestation?)
Since she was just standing I asked if she was off work now. She said she was going to go to the restroom. But she just kept talking to me. I began to get concerned because I didn't want her to associate me with bladder urgency so I suggested I walk her to the restroom. Half way there, she stopped and kept talking. I then suggested we keep walking because when nature calls you don't want the call to go to voice mail.
The whole time she was staring at me with a joyful smile on her face looking alert, excited, focused on me, yet still and transfixed. I felt like I was on a date with her.
1) She did more than 50% of the work.
2) Even though I felt ill with a headache and feverish, I still think autopilot was working.
3) The fact I felt so introverted and ill seemed irrelevant in some respects as in she looked enamored, and I was able to lead without much thought. I wished I had set something up with her, at the very least finding out when she was going to be working that week.
4) She seemed more enamored with me than any other time I was there. Like she was in love with me. Or in admiration of me.
5) The timing with the general manager and the super hot waitress was remarkable.
6) That “I feel like I'm on date with her” sensation was very tangible. First time something like this happened to me.
7) I'll be more prepared when I see her again because now I know more of what to expect. All that aligning/timing and that “date” feeling, plus feeling ill threw me off.
8) I wished I would have been more on the ball and more responsive to her attraction to me. But at the same time it didn't seem to matter because it all just felt so natural and normal. She looked so mesmerized. I truly think that if I didn't insist she go to the restroom she would have just kept on talking with me. In fact now that I think about it, I seemed to take priority over her bladder. (Could the magnet be working this strongly?)
9) This helped raise my ideas of what's possible with this program because I never suspected those things could align like that plus that “date” feeling by just having a casual conversation with her.
10) At one point it almost looked like she was “glowing” in some sort of way.
11) As I was walking through the stores whenever I passed a woman, I thought of ice breaker material reflexively, but I never said any of it. I was too surprised I was so easily thinking of how to approach these women. (autopilot?) Plus I talked my self out of it because I've just been feeling so ill.
12) I'm thinking some of these illness symptoms are partly resistance related because I doubt I could have caught a cold because I've been by myself mostly for 10 days.
13) Lucky number... I had to give up a cherished idea that “I want a woman to like me for me”. I woke up one day with the thought that this whole dating-mating thing is an impersonal process. I thought about what women do as an example. Women put on make up and use push up bras and tight clothes and so forth to make themselves look more appealing and more sexually available/ready, and say to themselves “I do all this so I feel better about myself”. They conform to what's appealing and do it like it's normal or ritualistic or ceremonial. Which all translates to “impersonal”. It's like they know the rules of this better than us men. In a sense, they self-objectify in the service of looking more attractive like their bodies are projects that need to be worked on. In doing so they look more appealing and tempting. Yet we as men chase the almighty dollar, work out at the gym, learn “game”, succeed in multiple areas of life... and still there seems to be a low “return on investment” in all this. Lots of energy, emotions, money, time, etc. expended and yet where are the dates, women, sex, relationships we want? I know very successful, fit, smart, socially skilled, wealthy men who can't get a date if their lives depended on it. There is nothing wrong with these men. So the only conclusion I came to was that this whole process of dating-mating is operating on a process rather than as a set of characteristics, qualities, demographics of a man. It's got to be in the process of how something happens rather than the content within a man. If this aura can activate the memes inside a woman of “this is the man I want to have sex with, and this is the man I'm supposed to have sex with, and this is the man I should have sex with, and this is the man I have to have sex with, and this is the man I've been craving to have sex with... and do so repeatedly” then that will likely be the “it” factor.
I still think there needs to be v3.0 even though v2.4 is looking promising because we've been learning so much from the v2 series on how to keep improving on DMSI. See point lucky number #13.
