09-08-2016, 02:20 AM
Day 4
Yesterday I got a little insecure about C. I started seeing/making up small patterns that I interpreted as her losing attraction towards me. It could be related to the sub, since the most I have ever been with women is 2-3 months and we are approaching the 3 month mark, so maybe I started self-sabotaging a bit. The 3 month mark feels like a mental barrier I will have to push through.
Last night when I went out I believe I got a few looks a bit more prolonged/intense than usual.
PS: How can you expect to change the world with a broken forum? (Friendly fires shot!
)
Yesterday I got a little insecure about C. I started seeing/making up small patterns that I interpreted as her losing attraction towards me. It could be related to the sub, since the most I have ever been with women is 2-3 months and we are approaching the 3 month mark, so maybe I started self-sabotaging a bit. The 3 month mark feels like a mental barrier I will have to push through.
Last night when I went out I believe I got a few looks a bit more prolonged/intense than usual.
PS: How can you expect to change the world with a broken forum? (Friendly fires shot!
)
