So far so good. I had a couple of weird days there but today was a nice today. Tomorrow should be better before I plummet down the rollercoaster again.
What I have noticed so far is an increase of self-worth, assurance, good increase of assertiveness, and an immense change in self-esteem although it has been very subtle through the last couple weeks and sometimes can't understand how I feel so good. Also, I thought I knew what it was like to not give a %$#@ but this continues to change every day. I love it! I'm becoming very emotionally detached... BUT I know how to feel my emotions. I'm not a zombie by any means. I have also noticed that even if I'm not haveing a good day I'm very calm and collected and detached from others and their negative feelings towards me. This in turn draws them to me. Funny how these things work, huh. Also I don't really go out of my way to socialize with someone unless We cross paths or are in the same area as each other. But I'm becoming a little more social and holy shit I was flirting with everyone today. Even the men at the office. But of course no homo. It's like flirting is really becoming internalized as a fun way to socially interact with people.
What I have noticed so far is an increase of self-worth, assurance, good increase of assertiveness, and an immense change in self-esteem although it has been very subtle through the last couple weeks and sometimes can't understand how I feel so good. Also, I thought I knew what it was like to not give a %$#@ but this continues to change every day. I love it! I'm becoming very emotionally detached... BUT I know how to feel my emotions. I'm not a zombie by any means. I have also noticed that even if I'm not haveing a good day I'm very calm and collected and detached from others and their negative feelings towards me. This in turn draws them to me. Funny how these things work, huh. Also I don't really go out of my way to socialize with someone unless We cross paths or are in the same area as each other. But I'm becoming a little more social and holy shit I was flirting with everyone today. Even the men at the office. But of course no homo. It's like flirting is really becoming internalized as a fun way to socially interact with people.
"To love completely and hold onto nothing-that is the only freedom." -David Deida
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
