09-05-2016, 01:35 AM
Stage 4, Day 38
I had to stop at Day 36.5, but for an unknown reason, I went one day and a half more with Stage 4. Hope this doesn't mess with the overall programming.
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I cannot sum up this stage; I don't have any clear idea of its purpose in the bigger picture as I had with the previous stages.
My mind is cluttered, I'm disappointed with many things, my work ethics seriously decreased, I'm not productive at all, I'm procrastinating in big style.
Internally, I'm still craving for things to be done in my way, and asap.
Overall, my revenue increased, but my motivation to do the work was severely affected - I don't feel the drive to continue with my blog though I put a lot of work on building my list.
So, I'm quite disappointed.
It's funny as I don't have any reason to feel that way:
- I recently moved to the capital city of the country I live in;
- I stay in a studio that's it's similar to a top hotel, the place is a waw from many points (though the rent is super high);
- my revenue slightly increased (but it's mostly due to the market - people are back from holidays);
- I'm free from many points of view etc.
Again, I cannot draw any conclusion, and I want to forget this stage asap. Ironically, I miss the first two shitty stages of BASE - at least I understood their meaning.
Anyhow, nothing meaningful to report.
I had to stop at Day 36.5, but for an unknown reason, I went one day and a half more with Stage 4. Hope this doesn't mess with the overall programming.
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I cannot sum up this stage; I don't have any clear idea of its purpose in the bigger picture as I had with the previous stages.
My mind is cluttered, I'm disappointed with many things, my work ethics seriously decreased, I'm not productive at all, I'm procrastinating in big style.
Internally, I'm still craving for things to be done in my way, and asap.
Overall, my revenue increased, but my motivation to do the work was severely affected - I don't feel the drive to continue with my blog though I put a lot of work on building my list.
So, I'm quite disappointed.
It's funny as I don't have any reason to feel that way:
- I recently moved to the capital city of the country I live in;
- I stay in a studio that's it's similar to a top hotel, the place is a waw from many points (though the rent is super high);
- my revenue slightly increased (but it's mostly due to the market - people are back from holidays);
- I'm free from many points of view etc.
Again, I cannot draw any conclusion, and I want to forget this stage asap. Ironically, I miss the first two shitty stages of BASE - at least I understood their meaning.
Anyhow, nothing meaningful to report.
