(09-03-2016, 08:59 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(09-03-2016, 08:00 AM)RTBoss Wrote: Anyway, the odd part of the conversation was my wife commenting that humans aren't naturally monogamous.
It's true, they aren't.
I agreed in the conversation, and I believe it. I just thought it was really strange to hear her say that. Out loud. Haha.
I've been listening to my loops today, (US, speaker, loud-loud-loud) and I'm on the 4th of 7 I had planned. I think I'm going to stop after #4, though. I'm feeling a lot of solar plexus activity, just pure anxiety. Not liking that at all.
I've been hungry and thirsty. I feel warm, but no intense heat. I've had some big emotional swings today, thinking about women and how I don't feel anything for them or want any of them - except for my wife. I think about her, and I almost lose it. All I can think about is how I don't want anyone else but her, and it sends me into a compassionate state of love that feels overwhelming. The contrast between the anxiety and compassionate love is, yeah, just overwhelming right now.
Looking forward to the balance being reintroduced in V2.4.
EDIT: Oh, yeah. I'm getting more tired and irritable by the minute. I have a slight headache coming on. I just want to take a nap, really. I have stuff to do, like mow my yard, get a haircut, and go to the gym - but I don't even want to leave my house anymore.
