09-02-2016, 06:24 PM
(09-02-2016, 11:58 AM)Alpha360 Wrote: There is also a lot of psychological development from SM3 that I didn't talk about because I'm not sure it's possible to talk about it. It's depressing sometimes because you are facing hard reality. One thing I have been thinking about is that no one actually care about you. We are faking love, friendship, to please our little ego. Deep inside we don't care if sometime dies or is hurt. We are insecure in our self so we get attached to friends, family, relationship. All that because we need it but not really because we love or we care. Sometimes I think there is love somewhere, that we are still able to do some good stuff. But since doing SM3 I'm going more in the direction that no one actually care. And I think it's the main reason SM3 is so hard and why a lot of people resist it and feel depressed. Though I don't think this run was hard for me, it was quiet easy to go through it, not always so but overall easy. My AM5 run was very hard compared to it.
Remember that SM is designed to make you cold. It's what you asked for in becoming a Sex Magnet, that's what it takes. Maybe you're realising now how important love is to you. Are you sure another run of SM is the right decision?
